I sometimes wonder if the best things in life are the shortest moments of all-encompassing zealousness one experiences from time to time. I know that when I become excited about some event or hobby or book, I go all out; I live and breath to go to said event, or practice said hobby, or reach the end of said book. And don’t get me wrong, I have a fantastic time while being utterly absorbed in these things. The problem exists in the realization that all these moments are temporal. They’re burning on a short fuse, if you prefer.
Whether it’s a new relationship, an amazing book, or perhaps a new song, the sense of novelty can make these things profoundly amazing. There seems almost a desire to devour the stimulation until there is nothing more. And truly, one can feel more alive/inspired/joyous in these moments of consumption than in years of average amusement.
Once the zeal is gone though, it just can’t be revived to the same extent. Certainly one might have a favorite movie that, when viewed, sends up a wave of pleasant nostalgia, but it’s never quite as shiver-inducingly amazing as the first time.
So, with this said, should we continue to move forward in a pattern of excitement-induced osmosis? Is true elation only a short term feeling that must be continually found again and again in different areas through life? If so, should we actively seek out these inspiring things and attempt to ration them when they are found? Or, is there perhaps a more permanent source of bliss that one might experience to be found in something else?
I’ll have to think on this a little bit. Just some thoughts.
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